SUKSIS or Kursus Kepimpinan???

hari ni aku dapat mesej dr JHEP bhagian pembangunan peljar untuk tawaran kursus kepimpinan mahasiswa.. memang akan mewakili universiti dan mungkin boleh mintak pelepasan dari suksis.. tapi aku wat keputusan untuk memilih SUKSIS... ada bebrapa sebab pemilihan ini..sebagai makluman, butir2 program tersebut sperti berikut:

Kurus Kepimpinan Mahasiswa:
Tarikh: 21-25 November 2009
Tempat : tak dikenal pasti ( surat tawaran tidak dimabil lagi setakat tulisan ini di post)

Kursus Marin & Pertolongan Cemas:
Tarikh: 21-23 November 2009
Tempat: Kg Acheh. Sitiawan Perak

pemilihan aku lebih cenderung kepada SUKSIS kerana mengikut keutmaan aku, suksis diutamakan atas alsan ia berkait dengan kokurikulum yg aku ambil (jam kredit). tmabhan pula, priroti kedahuluan adalah suksis kerana untuk kursus kepimpinan aku baru sahaja menghantar borang seangkan aktivit SUKSIS telah dimaklumkan sejak pertengahan semester lagi.
aku sbenarnya khuatir gak lepas ni kan di black list nama di JHEP,tp tadi baru terima paggilan untuk ambil surat tawaran dan kau dah maklumakan penolakan tersebut dengan alsan aktiviti suksis yang clash dan sangkaan aku yg kurusu tu xdijalankan pada tarikh sama dgn aktiviti SUKSIS..

Lagi satu aku ni seorang yg agak kurang suka untuk berurusan dngan pentadbiran ( teruk tol sikap ni..jgn contohi ya).. kalau nak ubah untuk aktiviti ni perlu maklumkan pejabt. jd kene la pergi pejabt lak nak uruskan.leceh la...

tambahan lak.. aku mmg sangat berhajat nak join aktiviti suksis untk tambah pengetahuan n ikatan sikaturrahim ngan family suksis. dengan rintangan untuk mnjayakan aktiviti ni yang hadapi maslah pada mulanya, so xkan bila dah konfirm jadi aku x joinlak.aku rase rugi gak...
untuk kurus keppimpinan tu pun aku brat nak tolak,sebab tu pun mesti byk input yg bakal aku dapat...

kesian lak kat AB.dier pilih untuk g kursus kepimpinan.. tp aku pilih aktiviti SUKSIS.. walau apepun, teruskan perjuangan ye...

kl... hmm which one???

tersebutlah kisah... dari sem satu..uuuuu...
ewah, bersyair plak..hhihihi
ni nak citer pasal kl..( kuala lumpur bukan kandang lembu ok..)
dari sem satu lagi kengkawan kelas rancang kuar kl sesame, lepak2, main2 ( not playing with the girl) cm main boling.. tapi smpai skang xlepas untuk kuar ramai2...ader jer prob nyer.huuhu..
sem ni pun same. last2 kuarla ayat yg same diulang : Sem depan lah!!! hahahha... so sorry guys, mybe aku pu antara punca masalahnye...

pas exam ni ader 3 invitation ke kl. 1st: of coz from my boys2 class aku especially N.A.. 2nd:
AB ke umah abg.. 3rd: Srr go cinema..waa.. which one to choose.. same time, same date..hiiiihhihi...
really dunno.. tgk la cmne, tapi berdasarkan belanjawan pada masa ini maka kemungkinan besorr... sume x g.huhuhu...

audi- syarahan kursi tun ghafar baba

Tarikh: 11 November 2009
Masa: 2.00 pm - 5.00 pm
Tempat: Auditorium Utama UPSI

joomla : bengkel ICT

tarikh: 16 Nov 2009

tempat: Pusat ICT

masa: 8.30 a.m - 4.30 a.m

best... ni untuk laman web suksis..aku saje menyibok..mengisi tempat kosong anggota lain yg xdapat hadir.hehehe...
ilmu yg berguna...
teringin nak wat laman web sendiri..

kenduri

aktiviti memasak kat umah acad.. topek n acad ajak tolong2 pe yang patut.diiorang wat makan2.. sebelum ni pun penah wat mase bukak pose yg lepas... menu ari ni 3 jenis ayam.hihi ayam masak merah..(aku suka ni).. kurma and sup siam.. menu tamabahan telur dadar,sayur campur dengan hati... menyelerakan hidangan dari chef terngganu ni..sape lagi kalo bukan chef topek.hahah time ni la aku belajar masak kurma...xle susah ngat.heheh..

trip2..jom melancong..

wahahaha... impian tu tinggi melangit...nak g melancong!!!! dah lame x g jejalan ( eleh mmg xselalu pun...) yuppp.. aku ni bukan slalu pun g melancong.. even aku ni org pahang, tp tempat kat pahang tu sikit jer yg pernah aku lawat..hmm.. mane yer? kuantan, kampung2 nenek aku, gunung senyum, mane lg? entah..xder dah kot,hehehe..skit jer en.. aku teringin ngat nak g genting highlands... theme park,wow my feveret... tp sampai skang xlepas2 nak g.huh!!! sbenarnya aku ni org yang mudah gayat ngan tempat tinggi, penakut tempat tinggi la dalm bhase mudah nyer..kui kui kui... tu la nak challenge diri aku ni naik roller coaster... anyone, jom plan g genting!!!

semalam borak2 ngan acad n andy, rancang nak g sabah.. mase sem 8.kene ar kumpul duit, untuk tiket lg,nak shopping mesti kaw2.hehehe...giler shopping tol... ye ar alang2 g oversea(sabah la), biar puas hati.hhhehe...

kalo jd ar mesti best...( hey tunggu je ar pas grad..kan nak posting sabah) hahaha..nak ker? sanggup ker? yuppp.. mesti la sanggup!! aku nak posting sabah bah... carik sumandak di sana hahahaha.... cuba eja ni... P.O.Y.O...poyo...hahhahahahha bye2

lepak2...

sepanjang hari tidoooooo jer...huaaaa... nagntok sgt ker? nak kata berjaga malam xder pun...kot2 ar wat part time..extra service..hahhahah....
malam study falsafah skit..baru bab satu..itupun xabes lg.huh. AB ajak aku join secreteriate hari terbuka kuo..erm..nak ker ek? bizi dok? hmm,xper ar ader dier n acad,ok kot... so stuju ar.. sem depan kene arrange mse tol2..kalo x serabut lagi, sem depan pun mcm byk jer program, dah la sem pendek...
pastu lepak2 kat umah acad... sbnarnye nak gtau pasal hari terbuka tu ar, last2 melekat kat situ.huhuhu... tiba2 si afis datang...wah2... dier terus terkam aku.hahhaa... aku ingat dier tau annie_cute tu aku..aku pun beria2 la cakap.."bukan aku!!!" aiseh kantoi ar..dier xsebut pape pun... hahahah kesnyer, aku add ym dier guna name annie_cute.saje nak kco, tp mmg aku tau xder nyer dier nak caye.hihihihi... ye ar dier kan berkenan kat si annie tu..heheh...

5 days to go

lagi 5 hari jer nak final exam falsafah..aku terus menrus enjoy..i mean x start study lg ar..bukan la nak kata enjoy ngat..just surfing internet, tgk anime,movie..gitu jer ar.. nak kta g jejalan berfoya-foya mmg xda...huhuu...pitih dok bnyak.hahha
ingat nak g umah pakngah esok,tp pikir balik,dgan kegawatan ekonomi ni mybe xjd. lagipun nnti mokde yg akan jemput, so konfirm ar singgah umah pakngah gak..
aku xpenah lg g umah pakngah ni. teringin ar gak..dah 3 sem xpenah2 lg g. pe nak jd ar.bukan nyer jauh pun...

falsafah ni kene byk membaca, soalan nye mmg sgt mengelirukan kalo x kuasi sesuatu tpik tu.sebabnye, soalan nye mcm anggap kite dah mahir sesuatu perkara dalam sesuatu topik,so tinggal nak analisis jer. tu yg susah, dah kalo kita bace pun sekali lalu, camne nak analisis... lagipun soalan ader gak yg berbntuk frasa base,mknenye kene tgk betol2 perkataan yang digunakan dalam ayat,kene pilih betol2 sesuai..wah.susah tu... menurut kwan aku yg dah amik falsafah sem lepas, kebaykan soalan berdasarkan pengetahuan am dan semasa, maknnye x bayk yg kuar dari nota... waaa lagi ar aku kecut, dah ar x byk membaca, pengajian am pun x amik( aku dr matrik).. so agak susah la, macam jawab kenegaraan mase sem satu ari tu.. papehal... ader lagi8 mase..aku cube wat terbaik..sempat lagi nak pulun ni.. but, jgn leka...tinggal bape hari jer.

duit itu air????

erm... bace tajuk tu lain macam jer.. hahhah
jgn salah faham.lucah2 x maen ek..hihihii
sebenarnya ni mmg bersangkut paut ngan duit.. ye..duit.. MONEY!!
duit bukan segala-galanya, tapi segalanya memerlukan duit.. tol ker?
kwan aku selalu cakap camni... bg aku ade betulnye..

aku ni sorang yang BOROS!!! tu yg mama aku cakap.. dulu aku pikir gak..tol ker boros, mane ade... mama, emi x boros la...tp skang baru aku perasan... Mama tersangat la betol.hhahaaha aku memang pemboros... buktinye: duit aku byk habis, hasilnye? aku pun xnampak.. ntah pe yg aku beli aku pun xpasti.. tgk ar.. hidup kat upsi ni pun da byk buktinye.. 3 sem ni ptptn aku abes sngatlah cepat... beli per? i tell u.. i'm not sure.. pastu mula la kekringan.. makn pun x menentu... seb baik ar ader akak aku sorang ni..ader gak ar heroin yg datg membantu.. thanks supergirl ayu.huhuhu...

aku ni sorang yang mudah sgt nak kuarkan duit bile nak sesuatu.. aku bukan yg suka survey dulu baru beli. sebabnya aku slalu fikir, kalo aku xbeli skang, entah bile lg dapt beli...ha, tu la sebabnya.. lagi satu aku ni sgt kuat berangan dan berimaginasi, dlam bahase yang sedapnya,kuat merancag nak wat sesuatu.hahhah memmag poyo. so, kalo nak wat menda tu, selalunya yg berkaitan hobi aku ar mcm masak, hias2, lukis... aku x kisah nak kuar duit.bukan nak pikir pun benda tu keperluan atau kemahuan.huish... aku xleh jadi camni.kene berubah cepat. kalo x, x merasa ar aku nak simpan duit.. bile la nak dapat kumpul wang hantaran ye x.hahhah

dulu aku slalu ikut mama g beli barang kat kedai. sebabnyer,leh menyempit nak jajan.hahhaa... mama slalu ckap yang duit ni macam air.. cepat jer abis...huhuhu
tapi bile da besar skit, slalu gak ikut, tp bukan sebab jajan ek.. sajer teman mama, besanya kalo teman masa waktu malam..so jd bodyguard ar.hihi although i'm not strong enough .of coz hahhaha.. aku mmg rapat ngan mama.. skang pun..kalo kuar jalan pun kami berpegangan tangn.haha dah mcm budak kecik jer aku...cayang mama..

camne ye nak jana pendapatan?huhu kalo dapat wat duit leh gak tampung2 perbelanjaan.. masa mula masuk upsi pun byk dah duit habis.... sem dua mmg zaman darurat.. time tu en kene potong ptptn untuk yg dah amik wang pendahuluan.. mase ni la rase terik ngat.sampaikan ader satu mase tu duit kat wallet= RM0.00...nak survive mmg kene jimat. makan telor, roti, dah jd menu biasa, xder nyer nak mkn kat luar..nak mtk duit kat mama mmg xsampai ati.xpe la lapar skit jer..lagipun sem pendek.. mula la time ni aku mencipta2 resepi sendiri.hahaha.. bubur nasik gula pun jadi la..hehe..

aku suke bace kisah2 jutawan yang bermula dengan hidup yang tidak berada dan kesusahan. dengan usaha mereka, akhirnya menjadi seorang yang berjaya dan kaya. tgk sajer kat malaysia ni.. org kaya kat mlysia antaranya jutawan tebu dan sebagainye...aku mmg kagum ngan Syed Mokhtar al-Bukhary, beliau berjaya tapi hidup low profile, byk membantu orag ramai.. org kaya yg macam ni la dihormati.. bukan yang bile dah kaya berlagak, jaga standard, lokek, xsuke menolong..huh... macam la harta tu leh bawak masuk kubur... jgn la jadi macam Qarun yg ditelan Bumi dengan harta2nya... Ingatlah, harta kekayaan hanyalah pinjaman sementara sebagai ujian dari Allah..

so, dari sekarang aku nak cube sedaya upaya kawal perbelanjaan aku.. n gunakan duit n rezeki yang ada sebaiknya..

A Goodbye To You

This is the writing task that i did for my English for Communication 11 ( Dr. Goh Hock Seng's class)

By: Muhamad Zulhelmi Bin Akmen

A GOODBYE TO YOU…

It was already 6.00 o’clock in the evening. I was waiting for my parents and the other relatives. They had left the house since last night. I and the other siblings stayed at home with our aunts; Mak Usu and Mak Teh. We were waiting for the latest news. The time slowly passed. The sun began to move towards the west and the day becoming darker but we did not get any news from them.

The night was full of silence while we were waiting patiently. Suddenly, the ringing of the phone made my sleepy eyes to wake up. Mak Teh rushed towards the phone and immediately picked it up. My mind kept on guessing that the phone would tell the news we waited for. Seeing my aunt face made me confident about my guess. It was not about hoping for the bad things but that was what we worried of. Mak Teh started to inform us the news. “The condition has become worst,” she said slowly and sadly. Wiping her tears, she continued, “Prepare your things; we will go there tomorrow morning.”

The two hour journey seems very fast as everyone was hoping to arrive immediately to the destination. On our way, no laughs and funny stories were heard. It was not like our usual trips which were full of joy. Everyone tend to silence their selves. After two hours, we arrived there. A large building which was special to cure the patient; the hospital, was standing still in front of us. We then rushed to the ward where the other relatives including my parents were waiting for us.

“How’s dad?” Mak Usu started to ask. I saw my parents and the other relatives standing around the bed that had a person laying in it. Although I was quite far from the bed, I can see clearly the person’s face. Yes, that was my beloved grandfather with a bad condition. His eyes were closed but I can see his breathing. I did not know what cause him to lay there until I heard my mother said to Mak Usu. “Dad had a stroke. The artery in his brain suddenly bursts and becomes blocked. Another medical check-up will be done this evening.” As the first child in the family, my mother calmed Mak Usu who started crying. I was really touched to see Mak Usu’s crying. How can she face all these obstacles while she was still in her SPM examination? Next Monday would be her Additional Mathematics paper. I hoped she would manage to face it although it was only five days left.

That evening was the toughest time for our family. We should make the decision about grandfather’s life. “He need to be operate to put the ventilator support ,” said the doctor; showing that the condition had become worst. It was a tough choice to do as the operation had a high risk based on grandfather’s condition. The stomach need to face drilling process to put the tube of the ventilator support. After a very tough discussion, at last everybody agreed to allow the operation and my mother signed the permission letter.

The night began to appear and the doctor would make the last check-up before the operation. Grandfather needed to be brought to the x-ray room for further medical examination. As the nurse prepared to pull the bed to the x-ray room, grandfather’s condition suddenly become critical. He had a breathing problem. The doctor rushed to him with the help of the lady in the white uniform. “The heart has stoped moving. Prepare defibrillator apparatus,” asked the doctor.

Mission failed. Grandfather left us at 10.15 p.m. The time with full of tears and sadness began to visit our family. That was the saddest day in my life. I really miss my grandfather. He was a kind hearted person although he was not too friendly. When I see a green piece of paper; the last RM5 given by him, the memory with someone who I called ‘atuk’ will always come to my mind. The memory will not be forgotten.

12.47 a.m, 2 Oct 2009

*The story is based on my experience on missing someone I love. My grandfather passed away because of stroke on 21 November 2005 at 10.15 p.m in Hospital Sultan Ahmad Shah, Temerloh, Pahang. Atuk..we love you a lot… Al- fatihah for my late grandfather….

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kelegaan... yieehaa

alhamdullillah... paper yg dua ni dah abis...
overall just ok la..x konfident mane pun,..sebabnyer kebnyakan mmg xsure tmbah2 fizik... inorganic although jwab sume tp mmg x yakin pun main teka2 jer... mmg xbrape ingat yg reaction tu. anyway..legaa dah .. x abes lg sebenarnyer, ader satu lg paper..tapi 18 hb.so, ader la mase nk tenangkan fikiran...huhuhuhu
tp xleh enjoy ngat tau
hahah
petang pas abis paper inorganic, ijie ajak kuar pekan..aku on jer.. lagipun nak lps tension en.
g jalan kaki jer tu... ikut jejantas..waa tinggi tu pun aku leh gayat.wah,wah pnakutnyer.hahhaha
ijie nak cuci gambar.. aku lak ingat nak cark barang dapur..tapi... nnti la kot.huhuhuh
abes jer cuci..karoke tyme!!! hahhahah
layan sampai 6 lagu tu...
-janj manismu, mengintai dari tirai kamar, mentera semerah padi ( lagu duet feveret aku),kembali pulang, kenangan terindah satu lg lupa daa.hihiihi
patu pulun g ktm beli tiket mizi.. balik umah dalam kul 8.30..lambtnyer huuu

malm tu aku lambat turun makan .. janji kul 9..aku turun dekat 9.30,sian diorang..kesnyer..malu2... aku wat rakaman lagu dalam studio bilik air aku.hahhaha... melalak la..aku kalo dah dapat melalak dalam bilik air... waa pe lagi... layan ar.. dapat ar nynyi beberapa lagu,hahahah....
malam tu tgk ajl separu akhir kat khar.. tahun ni xder kategori..terbuka...waa lain dr lain..xsabor nak tgk akhir.. k ar daa

sweet n sour

organic chemistry... i really cannot tackle the question.. blurr, stress n so hopeless. aku xyakin lgsung... byk tol yg aku skip2 mase jawab tu...tough ar soklan tu bg aku.. waa dah ar carry mark rendah..cmne nak idup ni??? aku tawakkal jer la..doa byk2..ader rezeki x kemana... aku mintak2 sgt x repeat paper...
dalm aku sedih2 campur stress, ader gak brite gembira..apa yg aku doakn selepas kejdian x dijangka tu akhirnya di makbulkan.alhamdullillah... jauh di sudut aku dulu tetap berharap keajaiban berlaku. terima kasih buat dr.... apa yg berlaku akan dijadikan iktibar dan pedoman untuk mase depan..aku akn lebih berhati2...
ader dua hari sebelum waktu stress... exam dua paper skaligus..dah la tough paper..inorganic and fizik... fizik pun akuteruk,,tgk jer ar markah test..giler2 malu..separuh pun xsmpai..4 jam kredit..aku xleh byg baper ar pointer sem ni... cume leh doa n usaha yg terbaik. yg lain2 aku berserah n tawakkal jer..td pun tipon mama ckap pasal exam.. as usual, mama x stresskan aku.. ye la benda dah lepas wat pe difikirkan sgt.yg penting struggle for the future..

time study , mula la mate kuyu menguyu jer..ni bile sok xder paper.huh bulat mate..skang pun dah kul 3 lebih x tido lg.. bile study nak stay sampai kul 3 jgn harap..xdaya nyer.. pe la nk jadi ngan aku..nntti bile result rendah mule la nyesal..hey emy... cepat study..